Good night! #bokstr #braidingsweetgrass

Last night I was gonna sleep on whether I should go explore Bernal Heights in San Francisco. And I woke up with anxiety recalling the last time I decided to go into San Francisco I stayed in the Sunset district close enough to the beach and there was an emergency evacuation due to quickly incoming tzunami. And man I am so grateful that was a false alarm but it got my nervous system all kinds of frazzled for a couple of days. On a good note I did my first TRE session. I'd recalled that and spoken about this emergency situation to someone last night so I get why it was very close to the surface of my conscious awareness. So then I started thinking how Uranus just impressed into Gemini and to me that really feels like Earthquake energies. I started going through scenarios that this occured (everyone keeps saying it's so overdue) while I was in SF. And then I remembered a conversation with my friend Devin when I was in Costa Rica and we were talking about good places to wanna be in the world in the coming days and the various threads. And I recall him saying I wouldn't want to be stuck in that Iceland that's San Francisco. So then I though. Fuck I need to be friends with billionaires who have helicopters and cal pull me out. But on a second though a boat or yacht could also do, maybe? Hmm, maybe not. 🤔 Anyhow, I have been having a hard time deciding if it might be cool to explore going down top of the hill to the farmers market with an ebike, driving to beach and exploring the neighbourhood.... While maybe starting with an emergency evacuation and prep plan. 😳 #atthecrossroads

I heard a clear answer. 🌎🦪

Called into the sound chamber (this one happened to be a sauna) invited to open to listen and hear clear answer.

I need support.

Oh man, I fucking hate I have to deal with this shit again... Ugh 😫 Are there any hackers here who can hack those hackers for me and get my adkin access or do I have to really sue FB finally? #hackersrings #mofos

Your voice becomes a tool for healing when you direct its vibrations toward areas that need soothing or self expression as a form of transmutation, allowing you to recalibrate and become a conduit for healing. #soundmedicine #soundhealing

Your voice becomes a tool for healing when you direct its vibrations toward areas that need soothing or self expression as a form of transmutation, allowing you to recalibrate and become a conduit for healing.c #soundmedicine #soundhealing

This morning after getting a phone appointment out of the way... I started to feel and think "I am feeling some kind of anxiety. I could be doing something productive. But I don't think I have it in me right now. Something is going on. I am feeling anxious for whatever reason. What is this about?" I wouldn't be lying if I say I was really hoping I wasn't tuning into some bad news incoming. Shortly after I received the news that my uncle in Bulgaria had passed away and his funeral had been just a few hours earlier while I was asleep. 💔😪 I had been feeling the heaviness of grief that had overcome my blood family, and was only just about to consciously reach me too. Been shedding tears and crying for this loss and for my sweet cousins losing their father and my aunt, her husband all day. He left behind his beautiful wife, a daughter and a son, his grand-daughter, his mother, nieces and nephews and many relatives and friends.😪 I am so glad totally unplanned and unexpectedly I spent 2023 in Bulgaria and I got to get together several times with their whole family and meet his granddaughter for the very first time. May his beautiful Soul Rest in Peace and Be Divinely Liberated and Eternally Free ❤️‍🔥🕊️🌠🌹🧿

No trace of my favorite flat rock I love being a lizard on. #rushingriver #bridge #gaia

I just got sucked in to watching a couple of shorts of this movie and found out I might get GUT-TED watching the movie... So I am feeling I definitely need to watch it tonight. I am already starting to feel gut-ted, just reading some comments and watching a couple of scenes. Yessss, let's get the tears flowing.

GM #photography #nature #flowerstr #camomile #mountain

A perfect moment. Live from the #redwoods. #livemusic #quitarist #dogstr #proofofwalk

#birdtribes #redwoods #hawkmedicine

Woke up thinking 🤔 - create an anon npub, be a fucking douche, download and repost all of @corndalorian's zap memes, stack sats! Chew that sandwich with all the fucking gusto in my sails.

I am so grateful for this retreat in the redwoods and for these daily walks right now. Here's where I feel most at #home. Thank you, God, Goddess, Creator for this opportunity, for this blessing, this luxury to experience this Earth right now. Thank you, for my life 🥹🥲🙏🏻heart is full ❤️‍🔥🕊️🌹🧿 #grateful #ancientteachers #roots #anscestormessenger #proofofwalk

What's your favorite fruit? 🍑🍓🍒🍍🍌🍊🥭🍉🍐🍏🥝🫐🍇🍈🍋‍🟩? #asknostr #foodstr #animalbaseddiet

Woke up with the guidance to deal and complete something I've been delaying and only taking tiny little steps toward, eating that elephant on bite at a time the last few months since getting clarity about the reconciliation path... It's emotionally tender issue triggering a lot of grief for me... So I think I've just been avoiding while though it has never stopped being so in my face and giving me grivieance. It's time to apply this one layer of remedy now... But as I sat down with a timer to tackle it, it felt like too charged in some way... like I don't know if I want to feel this much as it seems to provoke in the depths of me... so I felt this urge to inbibe some Santa Maria medicine to soothe me along the way. Being tender with myself right now. 🫂🌹🕊️🧿

Good Morning! 🌞 Anyone say #trojanhorse? We leading the way baby.