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The bizarre misadventures of a man in search for meaning. Basically just another breathing idiot, go follow someone else.
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tforbanan 2 years ago
I'm back home again, cleaned the apartment, unpacked the bag, watered the plants, finished work. The chaos is starting to overflow again. I don't know if it's my ego talking or the id. Thursday, Restless 🧛‍♂️
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tforbanan 2 years ago
I love soltitude, because I need it sometimes. I love people, because I need them sometimes. Keeping it balanced is important. Thank you to all the amazing people who's path I trod 🙏 you people are amazimg ✌️
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tforbanan 2 years ago
The end of chapter 9 is true, i've known it for while. If you're single guy, drop porn as it harms your connection to women. Besides it's much nicer to get it done for you given that you know how to comfortably ask politely.
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tforbanan 2 years ago
It's the journey that matters, not the destination.
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tforbanan 2 years ago
Holyshit, ikväll träffade jag valkyrian bruna, Holy fucking shit vad du
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tforbanan 2 years ago
Still reading the book, some parts are a bit painful, others reminders of struggles in the past. Starting to wish I had it paperback and a marker. That date the other day turned out to be a no, am a bit bummed out about it but it's okay.
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tforbanan 2 years ago
I'm reading a book, first chapter was good. Don't spoil it for me 🙏 image
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tforbanan 2 years ago
Oh my effinng God, today I met a person who is not supposed to exist anymore, she was very sad once and I gave her a piece of my soul to cheer her up, I let her fall in love with me just enough to stand up straight.. She used that piece to destroy my life as a knew it... I lost the woman I loved and truly believed to be the mother of my children, I lost my finances, and I lost my sanity. The worst part is that she apologized for fucking up my life. This is not just not fair.
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tforbanan 2 years ago
I'm waking up again, it was a good to rest
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tforbanan 2 years ago
Went on a date with the girl of my dreams tonight. Somewhere along the way I realized that the dreams belong to younger me. The girl healed me a little bit though, I feel warm inside, I wish it would last
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tforbanan 2 years ago
Damn it, another shit dream woke me up at 08:00 on a Saturday, where's point in that??
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tforbanan 2 years ago
Shit, i started having nightmares and trouble sleeping for 3 days now. It's only September but the perpetual darkness that blankets my geolocation has already begun. I gotta get out of here..
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tforbanan 2 years ago
If u feel toxic, go for a walk, snap a photo even if it sucks, post it somewhere or hang it on your wall and u gonna be good 🙏
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tforbanan 2 years ago
Updated amethyst, now my global feed went silent. What's going on??