Yeah, same, though I can't hold it permanently (yet). Being still is how you un-npc yourself.
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I hear that, I’m still working on maintaining the feeling myself.
It has been an extremely delicate balance of learning how much of the world I can actually tolerate without shutting down and sliding into negativity.
Find your true support people, and most important, trust yourself. I have to remind myself that EVERY DAY. I am determined not to let myself slide back into depression and disillusion. That is my biggest demon to battle.
I’m here for it! We can do this 🙌🏼
Depression... Yeah. I suspect it never fully leaves. But life gets better, if you find ways to break the habits.