Makes me wonder why so many priests are paedophiles to be honest.

Maybe they are not real believers and use priesthood as a cover for their disgusting sexual behaviors

100%. Since I became a believer a year ago after extensive research, I stopped watching porn after 30 years. Nothing worked until then. If people aren't afraid of God, they'll do whatever they want, cause.. . why not... we all just die and dissapear and there's no recourse. My life is 10x better since becoming a believer. Humans, just like dogs, need rules. It doesn't work with just the carrot, we need a stick as well.

I cannot define myself a believer. Nor an atheist Let's say I'm still in search. However I definitely recognize the positive and moral role of religions for individuals and society as a whole if they aren't interpreted in a fanatical or intollerant way and they are separated from the State and its laws. I see many issues with monotheistic organized religions across history though.