Those nights
Another night
Outside
Me and my clone
Alone
In a place that smells like home
Cologne
No bride
By my side
Just me and my Mate
Keeping me awake
Wandering through the streets
Wanna fall in the sheets
With someone,
aware of their needs
But my spirit still sleeps.
Another night
Outside
Searching for the light
While lighting a smoke
This shit keeps me broke
I’m used to the pain
Still waiting for rain
To wash it away
Refusing to pray
Guess that’s the price I pay,
for sinning today.
31% gay,
that is okay.
I want go somewhere else,
yet I choose to stay.
Because some part of me,
does not see the way.
Walking to see and be seen,
Breaking the mirror,
which stands in between,
Because I don’t like the reflection,
Of my own self rejection.
Everything’s a projection,
Where is my 5G connection?
While feeling all sonder,
Creating my wonder.
No time to dispair,
I still got the flair,
When I choose to care,
And act self aware.
Another night
Alone
Just me and my clone,
Let me sit on the throne
In a place we call home.
