If you are a man dressed as a woman your goal is to be a dumpster for wicked men. Sodomy is not a clever solution to the population. It is an abomination against God. You aren't building anything except for someone else. The prince of darkness is who you work for. While you have your carnal body, repent and accept Jesus Christ. This love is well beyond the euphoria and crash. Once your body dies you will be unable to have your wicked soul cleansed. You will eternally be stuck with groomed desires. Jesus has already done the work for you to receive the Holy Ghost and be saved. Your sin is the sin of us all. Repent, change your mind, get on your knees and ask the Lord Jesus Christ to accept you. He will. Then you can be transformed in a Holy way. --- 1 Corinthians 15:1-4 KJV Moreover, brethren, I declare unto you the gospel which I preached unto you, which also ye have received, and wherein ye stand; 2. By which also ye are saved, if ye keep in memory what I preached unto you, unless ye have believed in vain. 3. For I delivered unto you first of all that which I also received, how that Christ died for our sins according to the scriptures; 4. And that he was buried, and that he rose again the third day according to the scriptures: --- Because Jesus is, the Son of Man, and also, the Son of God, he in death and restriction beat the sentence of death put upon Adam. He is the Great Priest and Sacrificial Lamb. He, by his blood, has done this for all who believe! Whatever your sin, it doesn't matter, Jesus knows who you are and will receive you, but only if you go to him.