not only did i promise the therapist, who had to come in on her day off to st. mary's, when she said: if i release you, you cant kill yourself and she said that as a woman of color, to ~me~ not to a white lady, so that was a real promise but also, they dont let you smoke cigs there in hospitals

if they did, let you smoke, i probably wouldnt give much of a fuck in all honesty

madhouse out here madhouse in the madhouse

the oral hygienist today said: you know smoking increases your chances of oral cancer i said: yes

dont threaten me with a good time