Yea ๐Ÿ˜… I think someone broke something when I was a kid and I got too good at it. Wasn't until like five years ago a very good doctor casually started asking me about my preference for video games. I said FPS games were super hard and confusing because the perspective was so claustrophobic, I preferred RPGs because it was a normal perspective. He was just like ๐Ÿค”โœ๏ธ "third person perspective is "normal" for you?" I've since gotten better at being embodied but life is weird ๐Ÿคฃ

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Yes, I've recommitted myself to practicing after a long time spent trying to avoid it and failing ๐Ÿ˜… But whereas most "normal" people have to try to go into theta state to experience this; the theory my doctor developed was that I was operating in theta state more often than not. So now I do a lot of meditation work with the alpha-stim to come out of theta; a lot of grounding and somatic work. It's improved my situation remarkably. I still will do the theta / OOBE type explorations, but now it's more on an understanding that this is a trip I'm taking to return from. It's not that I'm letting reality feel like a dream semi-permanently.
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