I’m on the last day of a tough medical treatment (well of the tough part of the treatment). It is to treat an ongoing problem, that has been pestering me for 20 years or so and pretty much stole much of my life. I’m on the sideline, been on the sideline for so long. Last year I experienced a short window of extremely reduced symptoms. I now know what it feels like. I had totally forgotten. That is where I am heading. That feeling of « can do » I have almost totally lost. And when I get there, I will unleash it. That’s what I was trying to say. I will finally be able to run with the rest of you. I feel it. It’s coming.