still nothing. worrying helps nothing. instead i made an almost vegetarian dinner. squash* and onions and garlic and rosemary and red pepper chili cooked in ghee mixed together afterwards with peas cooked in leftover bacon fat and honey spinach ricotta ravoli cucumber salad *[Crookneck squash, also known as yellow crookneck or simply yellow squash, is a member of the squash family (Cucurbitaceae), specifically Cucurbita pepo, which also includes zucchini. A summer squash, meaning it is harvested before it reaches full maturity, crookneck squash has a thin, flavorful skin to go with its mild, almost buttery flavor and tender, watery flesh. Its skin is a creamy yellow color, and its flesh is ivory-white with relatively few seeds (which themselves are soft and edible).] no photos i dont feel like it.