When I was 19 I was living with my grandad for a couple of months...one day one of them came to the door, he answered, I didn't know...he came upstairs and said 'That was Lorraine at the door' and my heart sunk...'tell me you haven't?' he challenged me....'of course not', says I. "Good, coz I'd have kicked you out the fucking house if you had'. Yeah, he would and yeah, I'd have deserved it.