It feels nice to surpass at least an initial phase of life where you intake massive amounts of information to self educate and learn and grow and figure out what’s lies and bullshit and what’s actually true. I’ve done my filtering. I’ve sorted out for now what serves me and what I need for the foreseeable future. I now do not desire intaking much information at all. I feel deeply that my years of outsourcing for answers helped in some ways and hurt in many other ways, all necessary. I’ve come to the point where all I needed was these realizations: 1. Most everything you’ve been taught is an inversion of truth. You can go down all the rabbit holes for fun but the details don’t matter much. What matters is being open minded and not attached to thoughts, beliefs, claims, or authority. Be nonjudgmental, and stay curious but never claim certainty. 2. Fear keeps you stuck. Do not be scared to experiment. This is all trial and error, trust your direct experience. There’s no time like the present to try it all. Now is the only time you’re sure you have. 3. The Kingdom of Heaven is within you. I heal me. I listen to me. I am sovereign under God who is within me. I have access to the highest jurisdiction within me. I hold the power. I have control of where and want I consent to. That is the boundary that protects you from all. Details feel like a distraction now because simplicity always seems to be the way. These realizations make me feel like a rock anchored in a river. The rushing and ever-changing headlines, events, trends, politics, science, and new studies can come and go and pass me by like water and they literally can not move or alter the Truth. Nothing has to affect your boundary unless you let it. Now I desire life to be funny and silly again. The deep learning/unlearning phase can be way too spiraling and serious👍🏼