It's fair to say that I don't do a great job of maintaining this as I've barely been on Nostr or other socials recently, hence the delay in responding. Please be aware that I'm just a hobbyist and the few fees I've received only cover a small % of my server costs. That being said, you don't appear to have ever been a paid member of my relay and its certainly not dead nor been offline since November! If you believe you sent a payment at some point then please do send me the details. Pura Vida 🙏