another day of successfully starving myself, i dont need to eat unless i'm about to faint anyway.
found out my great aunt Patrice has been returning to sender all my mail from the hospital. So i looked up my court case to find, i'm being charged with a felony from when i got arrested as i was having a medical emergency, since the county my parents live in needs money.
The Franklin County Police dislocated my shoulder trying to yank me off the ground where i needed to convulse while my mom screamed "Please don't kill her", after i'd already pissed myself and told them i wasn't feeling good; it's hard to tell someone you're seizing when it's happening.
From what i remember about the jail, not only do you have to pay for salt and pepper, they're housing a guy who had a woman's decapitated head in his backpack instead of taking him to trial and sending him to prison/death row.
i dont know what's going to happen next. but i haven't been able to be involved with trying to fight for my own independence/autonomy.
#thoughtstr