i loved learning about the weed nuns

there was a virtual workshop bayo was talking at that i signed up for and that was tough and complicated but cool

tough and complicated cos new age community and i was having hiv / immune system reactive emotional issues with some of the postures and vibes

so it was like .. a single person talking or two people having a convo and my emotions would go like " 🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂😚🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂😒🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🤮🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙄🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂" which is a very complicated space

it is way way easier to listen to something all nauseating or all eyerolling it really catches me up being in and then having to hard break this happened constantly over four days i wanted to quit that workshop so hard

| | | | | ~~~~~~~~> i have to go retrieve my notes from the workshop i have to jump backwards in time and find that work i did and bring it up to here ~~~~~~~~~~~~~> i will be offline until i solve this ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~>thanksokbye