My english is not very good. But I know what you mean. I don’t consider myself a bitcoiner. I needed help, and I discovered bitcoin as a ideal way to receive international help, and then I started to learn about it. Now Bitcoin amazes every day, and I love to discover new projects and learn, that’s how I arrived to nostr from Twitter. But I don’t want to bother anyone. People can mute me if don’t like me. I have some haters and I understand that. For me bitcoin is hope now, and it’s digital money I can use, and I think there is nothing like bitcoin for international donations right now.