You're using relay.snort.social which was a public relay before. Now it's a paid relay - so if you don't have a subscription (which I think is most likely), that relay should still have your old kind3/following list. Try switching off all the relays except that one for reading & see if you have your old following list.

No I didn't use another client. I was at the doctor. I logged off and back on. Everything was gone. I didn't have a list. 😞 Thank you for answering me!! 🫂🥹

That didn't work. I wonder if there's something else I need to do 😬

fyi: I've been using the wine relay (paid) and everything has been fine

This is a nightmare. I'm realizing 😭

Thank you for helping me!! 🫂💜 :)

Anytime 🫂🫂