if someone sends me 100K zap i am going to notice them, follow them if im not already doing so, and be forever grateful. if someone sends me a 1 sat zap, it will get lost in the shuffle of things and they won't get noticed. it's near meaningless, but not completely meaningless. at some levels i care, but i also don't care at other levels. in the absolute grand scheme of things, i don't care. im happy that they're using nostr and zapping. that is what im truly passionate about. day to day derek does care a little bit too. i would use those funds for either my son's used car that i want to get him or for a new fridge for my house that is needed. each zap matters for a different reason. i guess that is my point.