probably doesnt mean nothing the few times i've had to have a brief entertaining diversion it has been pubkey and that isnt even accurate cos thats stressful as hell and more about working on city c-ptsd and i dont linger
as fast as is reasonably considered somewhat normal
and i bounce
and i dont walk back to my car like: wow i feel refreshed and renewed
i walk back to my car like: i hope it is there. i hope it hasnt been towed. i hope i can make it back over the bridge without collapsing. have my tunes and cigs and coffee. it cant not be fine. it's gonna be fine. have enough gas and have songs and the radio. can get thru anything. that's a lot to have in my pocket. just get to the bridge and over it and you are in the clear back in jersey not trapped not detained.