I hear you bro. My patience for certain things has vanished (like traffic 😂).
But that’s the cycle most get trapped in…miserable commute to work, then get surrounded by miserable people at work, and then miserable commute back home. Too miserable to do anything in the evening.
Mashallah you’ve got a lot of knowledge, passion and a varied skillset. Can see you breaking out and doing your own thing.
If you can write a book - you can do many things!