As American HODL said recently, there's a point when you realise that you live like a believer, without being one. A few weeks ago I stepped into a church and observed a young tourist couple. I don't know exactly what they were doing but everything was radiating respect towards everything surrounding them, and they were humble in a way I can't describe. And I was impressed, somehow. I sound like a retard, I don't know yet how to express everything but I hope you got the general idea.