In some ways I wish I didn’t work so much because then it would maybe suck less to be so poor!!! Maybe I would be less tired! But I would probably feel just as bad or worse about myself all the same if I wasn’t working and my bills would only get worse too I guess so idk!!!! Everything sucks rn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Pls pray for me!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am just very upset