feeling found by a film, by a piece of literature, found in ways you didnt know you were lost even, or had missing pieces, feeling like a film was made for you, gently calling fractured parts home, all this, does the world require too many people, me included, are simply not having generations to come carrying agonizing forgotten repressed erased silenced, bypassed, epigenetic trauma, where the best you might get is an echo if you squint enough. not having it. not here for any hollywood genocide films. in advance im saying i will be dead before i go. only only only here for art made by those who ~need~ to make to share for their communities or to tell the world: look what you did