I feel you.
Then I see this also as growing up.
The world is complex and much more dark than many of us can even imagine. Maximalism to me still represents the boy looking for a strong father figure that once established orders the worldly things. It's a nice story, but it has to break down sooner or later.
Welcome to the brotherhood on the other side, where we manage uncertainties as they reveal themselves.
It might be very well an initiation rite your going through. Take your time.
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Love your way to put things. It shows you read some psychology. What are your favourite 3 books if i may ask?
I do think I read quite a few books.
Butvto be honest I asked myself what were greek and egyptian philosophers reading and I came to the conclusion that they observed.
So I mainly read in the books...
of my life.
of (y)our life.
of the life.
It's not so much important what you read. It's more important that you are in the right environment where other people spark your ingenuity.
So before starting to ask for another authority figure - the book - sit down and observe what you already know about yourself, where your edges of the body (really?) begin and how you can create experiments to expand your awareness. Then maybe come back and ask for a book recommendation - or not?
Some books are great guides!
