I went on a first date for brunch today… it was nice. We talked for 3hrs… First, this is normal with me… many strangers (anywhere) end up in deep conversation with me for a long time. And I thought— wow, ok, I am meeting a man who is smart, good with money and we value the same things. He’s good-looking too. But at the end, he stood up… and he was… um… shorter than me. And I was turned off. 🙈 🥺 I am fully attracted to men who are taller than me. I want to feel small and cared for and protected or something. I mean— there are tall women out there who love short kings and women out there who are also shorter than short men. Right?? There’s someone out there for everyone’s way of being. Ugh… it just seems difficult to find someone who matches. And when I find someone who seems to match, there’s always something else off. But height is a dealbreaker for me— not because I chose it— do we really choose what we’re attracted to or not?? It makes me wonder… Father, like… did you create any taller-than-me match out there for lil ol’ me?? Cuz geez louise… will I die alone for lack of tall men who match my wonderful uniqueness?? 😂 Anyway… If you were in this man’s shoes, any advice on how I could proceed in as gentle and kind way as possible. 🙏🏽 we can’t control height so he’s done absolutely nothing wrong. 🥺

Here we go… Truth 1: I have a relationship with God… the Higher Power, the Universe… whatever is out there that created us… I am in touch with Power. It is strange, sometimes weird, sometimes what the heck is going on— Someone Invisible is listening to me and answering me… my questions, my concerns, my prayers answered… and… also warning me and guiding me. I would literally get dreams sometimes when I’m being warned about something and sense when I’m supposed to take a certain step. It is exhilarating, veryyy humbling, I want to shout it from the rooftops and yet also keep it hush hush cuz I don’t want to seem like I’m bragging. Honestly I did nothing special, I don’t think. I asked God— why am I in touch seemingly more than others? And I got— because I’m a single mom. The more vulnerable a position a human is in, the more they seem to depend and come to God frequently. But if I had someone who protected and provided for me or if I had a lot of money, I would’ve probably be coming to only God a lot less. It isn’t wrong to come to God less— it is a beautiful thing to have the provision and protection of good men… it just means God is providing through supportive humans around us. Our honor and gratefulness to our supportive village is honor to God as well.

So I’m new here… just trying to find my footing. I want this space to be different from regular social media. Could I be honest to the core? Could I be vulnerable? Could I show more than the polished parts of me? I feel excited to share my voice. And… I fear the shame that might come if I express something unpopular. Still, I’m here. Choosing truth over approval.

Asking my AI what Plebchain means… [🔹 Meaning of “Plebchain”: • “Pleb” is slang for everyday person — in crypto culture, it usually refers to regular users (not elites, whales, or influencers). • “Chain” refers to blockchain — but more loosely here, it symbolizes the decentralized network of people building, posting, and connecting. So “Plebchain” = a network of everyday people building the future together.] Hmm… I wonder what we will build 🤔 #introductions #plebchain

Decentralized social media?? Is this real? I’m here to support, explore, and see if this is the future. Embracing truth and potential chaos 😂 #introductions