Thinking about getting a second dog. Not because I “need” one, but because my heart feels spacious and the idea of a bigger family feels right. Mollys mother will soon have another litter, and I keep feeling pulled toward bringing in another soul, this time black English Cocker Spaniel babygirl. Molly herself is incredibly sweet, gentle, and truly wonderful. She is sensitive, deeply attached, and lives almost like a small person with her own rhythms and emotions. And that’s exactly where my hesitation comes in , would a puppy uplift her or throw her off balance? Would it be a beautiful addition to our home, or is this simply my subjective desire to love and care for another being, which might end up overwhelming her? I’m speaking only about natural care!!! no vaccines, no chemicals, none of that nonsense!!! That part isn’t in question. What matters here is emotion, temperament, and living dynamics. If anyone has experience with a very attached, sensitive dog and later introduced a puppy into the home, share your perspective. Did it make your dog more confident and joyful, or did it create stress and competition? I want to understand reality, not theory. #asknostr #dogstr

Hiiiii Nostr people! 🫂 I’ve been missing real communication because my daily life has been non-stop lately. I’ve been reflecting a lot and finally listening to my body and soul. I’ve been in turbo mode revisiting everything from the last ten years, when I was drinking alcohol every day and basically doing drugs too. Today I accidentally scrolled my iCloud photos back to 2017, and I honestly looked drunk, swollen, completely drained. Mentally at a really low level. Next year I’ll be 30! And wow… I’m genuinely excited for the new decade, it’s going to be amazing. Even though right now my anxiety has flared up (summer was so calm), I’m no longer afraid of the future, and I actually want to thrive in this life instead of wasting it. How do you feel about birthdays and new decades? Do you agree that when we were young we were all wild and didn’t think about the future at all? (And looking through those old photos from the last decade… it honestly hit me hard. They look awful. I feel this huge sense of shame when I see them now, because the difference between then and now is enormous. Back then my whole body was struggling, not just the skin or the occasional breakout I deal with today, but my organs, my mind, everything. One of the photos was taken in Los Angeles during a period when I was literally drinking every single day for months. No wonder I looked like that. I kept trying to hide it with makeup, but you can’t hide that kind of damage 😣 it shows on your face. And I was only 22 or 21 in that picture.. can you believe?) #askNostr #soberity

Hi! Hello! From me and Molly, have a great day you guys 🥰 #GM

I DO THIS EVERY TIME! I know, I’m very nervous driver 😂 and I swear. In Russian. A lot 🥹

#OOTD Kisses <3

Hi, good morning #GM Just me, unedited. Hard to accept my skin problems since very young age, but i truly believe one thing will help me heal up.. maybe you have suggestions what could help?

When your emotional support dog has an emotional support monkey, do you think monkey has one too? :DD

Mollys board meeting 😅 wanna join?

#memes #memes #memestr

Autumn has started, but today the sun played like it was still summer. A day when time fooled the calendar, soaking in the warmth with Molly before the leaves begin to fall 💗 #dogstr

#GM 🫰🏼 I survived August and somehow had fun :D - my car got cloned (yes, someone’s joyriding with my plate with extremely similar car lol) - another car kissed mine in a parking lot - packed, moved, unpacked, repeat - flu tried to take me out, didn’t win - Molly is alive, safe & fabulous 🙏🏼 Stay safe out there, the simulation is wild 💋

I try to avoid everything he creates 😬

Me and my babygirl 🐶📸💗 #dogstr

I’ll just leave it here

Can I just say… I have big balls? 😄 It’s hitting me right now: in just one year, I didn’t just quit!!!! I stopped poisoning myself. No more smoking, no more alcohol, no more hard drugs. I shed 20 kg of excess weight and left behind so many burdens. Honestly, I can hardly believe this myself. And the most beautiful part is that I don’t feel any pull backwards, because a bright, clean future is waiting for me… and I know it. A year ago, if someone close to me had pointed at this version of me and said, “See, this is possible” I would have laughed in disbelief. I wouldn’t have trusted myself, and I wouldn’t have believed them either. But here I am. Transformed. And I can truly say I’m proud of myself. The truth is almost no one believed I could do this. Except for one person. Just one 🥹 the one who met me in that dark hole and helped me climb out. It sounds unbelievable, doesn’t it? That one person’s presence, love, and belief could change everything. But it’s real 😍 There’s a saying: show me your friend, and I’ll tell you who you are 😉 Do you have a story like this to share? About your own battles with addiction… or about those rare, heaven-sent people who show up and help pull us back into the light? This selfie actually matches perfectly the way I feel inside 😎

I know this by heart. I can feel the difference from earlier and now. What we say and what we think mirrors in real life.

Someone could not say this better 🙏🏼