This can only go on for so long. Without support, the illusion of self tends to come undone. The individual is a product which must continually be maintained by an entire apparatus of becoming. At this point in history, it is a global system of precarity which makes the "I am" emerge from chaos, and it is visibly falling apart.
mi pilin ike lon tenpo ale :(
Language is a system of control
Do not confuse matters of fact with matters of opinion. You are entitled to your own opinions, but not your own facts. Reality is singular, it's the same for everyone, and it doesn't care how you feel about it or what you'd rather be true. It stays same whether you believe in it or not.
Really wondering why I feel obligated to produce information tbh. Why not just keep all my thoughts to myself?
I like nostr as a concept and as a technology, but you will never convince me to use bitcoin lol
Wanted to read a horror book because of the season, but I started reading,,, Closer by Dennis Cooper. So kinda horror, but more just like gay transgressive literature I guess? I like it tho
#bookstr
Bad things should stop happening to the internet archive forever
I'm tired as hell all the time and I don't know what exactly in doing with my life lol
new machine girl music video !!!
atrium carceri rules, if you want some ominous dark ambient music while you're reading horror books lol
the conservative school board of a school district in pennsylvania is installing windows in some of the school bathrooms, specifically the bathrooms set aside for trans students
South Western parents blast window cut into middle school bathrooms
new machine girl album in two weeks hell yeah
watched a spider slowly descend from directly above me, only to panic and start climbing up again when it noticed i was right there. fuckin idiot
need to get my foot caught in a bear trap so i have an excuse to gnaw my own leg off
nobody cares about me, and that's good because being cared about feels awful for me, but the sense of isolation feels like it's killing me sometimes
the spam on nostr has gotten way worse since i wasast here :/
i don't want to exist, but i don't want to die. i hate everything but i refuse to give up
always tired at all times
free speech absolutists, learn the difference between action and passion. speaking is an action, receiving speech is a passion. because one is active and the other is passive. language is a material force consisting of actions and passions, bodies affecting and being affected. free speech comes with responsibility: the actions you take and the passions you produce in others can bring retaliations from others, actions from them which produce unwanted passions in your own body. think before you act
