free speech absolutists, learn the difference between action and passion. speaking is an action, receiving speech is a passion. because one is active and the other is passive. language is a material force consisting of actions and passions, bodies affecting and being affected. free speech comes with responsibility: the actions you take and the passions you produce in others can bring retaliations from others, actions from them which produce unwanted passions in your own body. think before you act

control is not a universal need

do not understand. understanding is the ultimate form of submission

there's no point in anything is there

putting out a hit on myself then using a time machine to go into the future and make out with the hitman after he kills me

if wilhelm reich was right there must be huge accumulations of orgone in government and military buildings. which might explain a lot tbh

alcohol doesn't mix well with the medication I'm on. but I'm drinking anyway. it's not deadly or anything. I'm so fucking miserable all the time and nobody cares

highly trained idea assassin murders new insight in the halls of a university to prevent it from becoming doctrine of a terrorist cult. however similar insights dwell in the imagination of a small child in Missouri and will soon lead to disaster. the horrors were not prevented only delayed

schizophrenia is when you stop being a mind trying to escape its body and become a body trying to escape its mind my thoughts are not my own they were put inside me and I need to dig them out before they kill me hahaha

maybe the epub I downloaded of David Hume's collected works is just a bad OCR job or something, but 18th century comma usage seems to have been very different from how they're typically used now. and tbh I'm loving it. fuck grammar, be, creative. #philosophy

the biggest thing nostr is missing (from the perspective of a lurker) is a crowd of weird gay psychotics and pseudointellectuals. no social media is complete without weird gay psychotics and pseudointellectuals

spicy pretzels

what if I was just fucking insane

money and trade are mechanisms for social control, and bitcoin is far from innocent

subjectivity is a trauma response

I do not and cannot trust anyone that believes in free will

everything's exhausting, yeah? I feel miserable lately. hard to find the words to even vent about it. scared to tell anyone how bad I've been doing. life sucks

it isn't what you think it is

was up all night reading. gonna listen to binaural beats and try to sleep