queen of the night

the death penalty is human sacrifice, worshipping the government by spilling human blood

the self is an apparatus of the state installed within individual bodies in order to produce obedient subjects

state communists think they can destroy the state by seizing control of the state, which fails because means which are not appropriate to their ends will always fail to reach them, becoming ends in themselves

imagine calling Zohran Mamdani a communist and he doesn't even want to abolish money, trade, and the commodity-form. let alone wage labor and capitalism! nobody knows what communism is anymore

"Remember those who are in prison, as though you were in prison with them; those who are being tortured, as though you yourselves were being tortured." (Hebrews 13:3)

my body loves choking on water it's so so good at it

trying to figure out if there's a way around this psychological black hole that won't send me spiraling into another, bigger and more dangerous black hole

just being even partially aware of the amount of labor and money and other resources involved in maintaining even the bare-minimum of what's necessary for the internet to work is overwhelming, and makes me kinda sad. I want to be able to connect with people without depending on all that. meshnets seem cool and like a possible way to decentralize those costs, but I don't have the technical knowledge to get involved right now. guess I should start learning! nostr is, as always, somehow the best option in regards to what I want out of social technology that I have easy access to yet still not nearly good enough

freud has been unfairly maligned, largely the result of some antisemitic radical feminists who saw the misogyny in his work and exaggerated it to make him out to be the source of all women's problems in the west. in reality there is a great deal of depth and humanity in his writings, and the seeds of an understanding of human psychology that I believe can one day liberate us from all forms of domination. and a lot of that comes from the mystical and mythological transitions he took influence from. I've worked my way through the entire standard edition of his collected writings in English and intend to read some of his books in German someday. it's deeply important stuff. #bookstr #philosophy #psychology #mysticism

I don't feel good, or safe. I weep for humanity. God has abandoned us to fascism

ICE is a domestic terrorist organization

>The racialization of the world today is at least contiguous with the development of colonialism and capitalism in the white imperialist form. I would argue that without racialization through the “Aryan” doctrine, the latter two events would not have unfolded the way they continue to do. This doctrine denigrates a people as born-inferior to dominate them and holds its denigrate-dominate function to be the very mark of “Aryan” supremacy. The denigrate-dominate function through the “Aryan” doctrine was the invention of the Brahmins more than three millennia ago. It was borrowed by Europeans during colonial expansions to invent an antiquity for themselves and find a place in history. So, when I oppose the “Aryan” doctrine, I oppose the very foundation of white supremacism, which is criminally mis-termed ‘eurocentrism’ and ‘the west’. Until we understand the workings of the “Aryan” doctrine, the fables that make up what is called Europe, and the repressions it imposed on the so-called European people as well as the people they colonized, we will not have begun our liberations. Would you not like to see the ‘Europeans’ themselves liberated from the hoax of Europe and the “Aryan” doctrine? https://proteanmag.com/2025/09/29/people-without-exception-an-interview-with-divya-dwivedi/

I wonder iftheere are any other transgender chriatian anarchists that use nostr or if I'm the only one

"So then, putting away falsehood, let all of us speak the truth to our neighbors, for we are members of one another. Put away from you all bitterness and wrath and anger and wrangling and slander, together with all malice, and be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ has forgiven you." (Ephesians 4:25,31-32)

I keep misreading papal as paypal and vice versa I think something's wrong with me

"Bear one another's burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ." (Galatians 6:2)

everyone I've ever felt safe around is either gone from my life or dead. I don't know what the point of anything is anymore. I have no real friends and the world isn't safe for me