ok, gonna explain an emotional literacy thing, this isnt correct in all cases, emotional literacy isnt like that ok, relative to the leaf blowing, my brother has observed this behavior even more than me, he also knows how upset it makes me, his natural instinct is to then play it down like just now, when i pointed it out, he downplayed it so nonchalantly i could tell i was being managed, he tried to do a: oh, i-didnt-even-notice vibe as a sound engineer i can understand that instinct as a masculine instinct, i really can, trying to de-escalate like you would with other men or taught to but it comes across as emotional abandonment and infantilization and gaslighting

the sun has set. my neighbor still leafblowing. his grass is barren. the dusty dirt from erosion grows. he blows it all onto our property.

gil tell me what north node pisces means to you in simplicity: search for god who does not appear

if nostr wants to hear something so crazy relative to me? i had no idea north node was in pisces heard this in a video while folding and was like: excusez-moi, s'il vous plaît, quoi?

been sitting outside, watching the squirrels and birds, seeing the water move with the breeze on the pond just arrived to me 佐々木 禎子 making cranes this afternoon

slew of 'em whole country riddled with 'em what are they, the ominous they, gonna do? raid every garage for an underground cinema? View quoted note →