Finally feeling like several weeks-long depression is starting to lift. Experience depression as more of a feeling of inner boredom. My internal dialogue does not find anything interesting to think about or talk to itself about. When I start to feel and excitement like I have things to do and I don't want night to come, I know depression. Also if I start thinking about plans for the future. Inner boredom is such a dull feeling. When all the things that you used to want to do, you just could care less. Haha, and if I put earrings in that's another way I know I'm not depressed.
