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Only anarchists understand this

My debugging skills might, eventually, with a lot of luck, resulted in a Eureka moment ๐ฎ. I have found a new method to stop the phantosmia seizures for several hours. It needs further testing, but first results are looking promising!
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Maybe (evilโs) not there to be beaten, maybe itโs there to be fought.
From Angel (TV-Series 1999-2004)
What even is the meaning of "Nostr wins"?
If Nostr's main USP - it's decentralization - doesn't convince the mainstream social network users, why should it all of the sudden convince the mainstream videostream / chat / notes / forms / ecommerce / blogging / wiki / etc. users?
Imho "Nostr winns" means, it stays true to its values, doesn't try to become economically interesting by selling out to the mainstream for the quick $$$ and instead just somehow stays online, slowly grows, step by step, into a too-big-to-fail position.
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No such luck...
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If they cant enforce it directly, they make it voluntary first and enforce it a bit later. Its always the same playbook.
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I am staying so close in front of the abyss. Phantosmia since over 10 years, non-stop seizures since days. Last healing attempt via "ReMag" liquid magnesium: no success.
I have two last heal attempts, if those both fail, you will soon not hear again from me, not only because I wont be able to pay internet bills anymore next year.
Wish me luck, one of the last attempts occurs on 20. nov, 2 days before my birthday.
The arms industry should not be held responsible for crimes committed with its weapons. Well, murder isn't a crime as long as the state approves of it ๐.
But developers are, of course, responsible for the crimes committed with their apps ๐คก!
You're a politician, you undermine the privacy of all citizens and violate the constitution? Enjoy your generous pension!
You're a developer and you build an app that protects privacy? You can expect 5 years in prison, 3 years of premium state surveillance, and a $250,000 fine.
Just learned about Calyx Android pausing updates for 4-6 months. Fun!
I need a coffee now. GM ๐ฅด
Decentralized ๐คก

Life of a human with phantosmia in the end state
03:00: Wake up with a phantosmia seizure
03:30: Continue sleeping
06:00: Wake up with a seizure
06:30: Continue sleeping
08:00: Wake up with a seizure
12:15: Eat breakfast
12:50: Seizure
14:00: Go showering
14:15: Seizure during showering
15:45: Start working
16:45: Seizure
19:30: Eat dinner
20:45: Seizure
22:15: Continue working or relax
24:00: Seizure
01:00: Sleep
Hell.
Religion: You are drowning in the middle of the sea and God sends you a ship to rescue you, but you ignore it because you are waiting for God's help.
Spirituality: You are the sea, and you are also the ship, so when the ship helps you, you help yourself.
Reality: You are black, and 100 ships come to your aid, 99 of which are occupied by slave traders.