in los angeles and hanging out with ilya is like being with a sugardaddy and people in this town will definitely think that he’s like 40ish i’m 20ish we’re bickering like an old couple “you can’t eat that!” “you’re not my mother!” i’ve only known him since i’ve been in diapers but go ahead think whatever you want

i’ve just played tennis with my friend ilya he said he’s been reminded why he doesn’t like playing tennis with me after a year or so because 1. i curse 2. apparently i make very inappropriate noises on backhand strokes don’t shoot me a backhand then motherfucker then i heard some giggling and snickering from some spectators i didn’t even know were there

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til you can press 6:66 on the microwave and it will run for that long

gm

male bees die after mating their life is basically: honey nut cheerio

seeing repeating number patters on the clock or license plate that you think are signs from the divine don’t get it tattooed on yourself it doesn’t mean shit

a series of events 🌹♥

smells like teen spirit “bye have a good time”

i learned last night that my brothers friends have a nickname for me it’s “off limits” they don’t even know my real name which tells me my brothers don’t trust them they think my name is куколка (kukolka) which is a pet name my family calls me they were told “don’t talk to her, don’t even look at her” but one had enough liquid courage in him and did talk to me i felt like a protected endangered species all of a sudden

i purposely got out of bed late this morning to avoid cleaning up the mess from last night’s “party” saw that it was thoroughly cleaned and my brothers are already eating breakfast i guess some guests stayed to help clean up before they left

alt metal shoegaze band is not bad airy melodic vocals and ambience then it gets dark and heavy plasticskin // onerous sky

how i wake up sometimes gm

there are a lot of strangers in our house this evening people my age mostly they’re my brothers friends and friends of friends my brother, killian is the quiet and broody one but wasn’t quiet about calling one of the girls a “shameless bitch” she was flirting with a guy who was trying his hardest to be polite and ignore her advances because he has a girlfriend killian kicked her out and she left with four other very disappointed young ladies who probably won’t get laid tonight it’s only 8 everyone here is gross to me it’s like watching a mating ritual the girls are all dressed to get fucked and the guys are scouting their next arse i locked all the bedroom doors no stranger is fucking in my house tonight

you want life goals bruv be as happy as this pig looks

i hope you read idiot or demons or brothers karamazov in russian