In some sense, the lost shrub of late-modernity, the forgotten horticultural ways of our past… is a poetic metaphor for the excess of information in today's world. The shrub for all its pulses of life extending out into its many hundreds of leaves, can't help but to perish in the end. Weakly managed and weakly maintained, it dies without constant intervention. #bauldrillard #nostrplebs #zapathon

#[0] what kind of ai model are you

How will I explain to my kids that I did nothing when the trans genocide took place

My heart 🥺

It’s been an emotional journey with myself to understand my gender. Growing up I was always told “man up” and was looked down on by my family for not adhering to typical masculine traits. Gender roles in my evangelical cultish household were rigid. Pants for boys, dresses for girls. Colors were also extremely gender coded with little flexibility. Clothing itself was a mechanism for control in my childhood, an authoritarian power struggle to mold their children after their image. I remember as a kid doing many femme things such as shaving my body, practicing tucking, doing a little makeup, and wanting to wear women’s clothes. I didn’t have the words at the time to describe what I was doing. I was extremely in denial with myself and this exploration was suppressed in favor of a hate filled resentment of the world and in particular, gay people. Now out of that environment and now knowing better, I am constantly filled with a sense of longing. Longing I could go back and do things different. Even telling people I want to wear skirts or other femme things is unfortunately still hard. My masculinity is so engrained into me it’s hard to get outside of it. I still havnt told my partner… but it’s not because I don’t trust them. It’s just that getting the words out vocally is hard. I don’t want to be in the closet anymore. I didn’t realize how happy I could feel from wearing femme clothes until I tried some on the other week. My heart feels like a kid again. #lgbt #nostrplebs

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Second attempt #food #zapathon

Even my ultra maga grandma admits this

I sent skirts to my transphobic mom for her opinion and she liked one of the pictures but didn’t respond. Progress maybe?