i was not able to see my people until i saw my Self i was not able to appreciate my FAMILY. until i had an understanding of my role in it. now that i feel i am my Self, i feel i am attracting more and more members of my FAMILY. to my side. some of you were there before and now i see you and some of you i just met last week and now i love you. it is good to be alive.

"we all begin as a bundle of bones lost somewhere in a desert, a dismantled skeleton that lies under the sand. it is our work to recover the parts. it is a painstaking process best done when the shadows are just right, for it takes much looking... the indestructible life force, the bones." clarissa pinkola estes

i am finally the me i looked forward to being. and i still have so much further to go., but rather than anxiety, it puts me at ease.

"it's not by accident that the pristine wilderness of our planet disappears as the understanding of our own inner wild nature fades." clarissa pinkola estes

everything in moderation. including moderation.

@rektbot is LIT today. 🔥🔥🔥