Faith in the fight 05/20/2025 Blessed are the people who call in the name of the lord….Being a strong believer was not something that came over night. I was more of a non-believer for the last 15 years. I shouldn’t say NON but I just had an idea, and if I died I just hoped God existed, what a way to live. If you believe in God, then you believe in some form of the Devil. There is a realm unimaginable to our mere eyes, where a war wages between angels and demons. It is right at our front door. The devil is mother fuckin liar, he will get you to succumb to your desires and wants. The best part about all of it is god will let it happen, he only intervenes when you call in the name of the lord. A priest once said “what if you are right, and there is no heaven and no hell, you just die and there is nothing. Great you were right….But what if you’re wrong, do you really want to test the waters and not end up at the gates of heaven.” So, in conclusion, blessed are the people who call in the name of the lord.

My Jessica ceremonial San Pedro started to bubble!

Dogs and cacti. Simple life. Don’t fuck with us.

GM Wake up, say a prayer to your Father. Thank him for the blessings in your life. If anyone bashes your faith, or makes digs at God you crush their fuckin soul.

Faith in the fight. 05/03/2025 Had a buddy call me on my bullshit. Using AI to help me write. In a way I was taking the easy way out. We all know nothing comes easy, and nothing is fair. That’s why the world works so well. From what I see in myself is complacency. Marking the era for a weak mind and soul. It wasn’t until I read that from him that I felt my ego get a little blasted. I immediately just played the card of complacency, and making jokes about being dumb and needing AI to write all of my stuff. Well that’s just stupid and weak. Hard work is what got me here today. You could say defining work that has shaped what I’ve done, and what I’ve become. In my line of work as police officer, the common theme is “complacency kills”. What we refer that to is taking the easy way out, not checking deep corners, and showing up not putting the work in. People like this in your life are essential. They keep you in check and bring you to a place of non complacency which hits the gut but is needed. What does this all mean for me? I’m pledging to get back in the fight, and get out of complacency because of this check that I needed. I am going to start writing more of my original stuff. I’m going to read the hard things that I don’t understand and ask the awkward questions that most know, but I probably don’t. I relied on the computer to save me when I felt stupid in order to sound smart. Now time to go do 100 push ups so that I know I’m stronger and better than all of you. Love you all, until next post. Ps. If you try to shame me or say mean things, please do. It makes me laugh.

Rooted in the sun, healing in silence. These Trichocereus aren’t just plants—they’re allies in the fight for mental clarity and spiritual reset. Grown in Arizona soil, nourished by light, and standing for something deeper. This mission goes beyond plants—it’s about reclaiming our minds, protecting those who protect us, and building sovereignty through nature and Bitcoin. #Trichocereus #MentalHealthMatters #PlantMedicine #FirstResponderHealing #BitcoinBackyard #DecentralizedHealing #ArizonaGrower #ManeWaveMission

Love this plant. Such vibrant colors.

A year ago, I was in a place I never thought I’d be—numb, hollow, and questioning whether life was worth continuing. From the outside, I had the titles that earned respect: veteran, cop, leader. But inside, I felt like a ghost wearing a name tag. Every conversation reminded me of it. “Hey, I’m Matt.” “Oh yeah? What do you do?” “I was in the military. Now I’m a cop.” “Damn, that’s badass. Ever shoot anyone?” And just like that, I’d disappear behind the label again. That version of me—he was hanging on by a thread. Until one moment changed everything. I sat in ceremony with Ayahuasca and was brought face to face with something I had long forgotten: God. Love. Life itself. And in that space, I heard something deep, ancient, and undeniably true: Health comes from everlasting faith in Jesus Christ. Happiness comes from driven purpose. Not fame. Not medals. Not titles. Just… purpose. And sometimes, that purpose is quiet. Gentle. Unseen by most. Like growing plants. Like tending to mushrooms. Like raising medicine from the soil with your own two hands. That’s where I found myself again. Not on the streets in uniform. Not in stories of violence or valor. But in the dirt. In the soft light of a grow tent. In the fragile beauty of something small, alive, and healing. I realized I wasn’t just supposed to serve—I was meant to heal. To grow. To help other warriors find their way out of the darkness and into something far more powerful than pride: peace. Now I still wear the badge. But I carry something deeper: A calling to care for my brothers and sisters. A purpose to grow and give back. A mission to remind you: You’re not broken. You’re becoming. So if you’re struggling—if the labels don’t fit, if the noise is too loud, if the silence is worse—come back to the soil. Plant something. Talk to God. Remember who you are. You are not alone. You are needed. You are healing.

General Truscott once said to his son, "Let me tell you something, and don't ever forget it. You play games to win, not lose. And you fight wars to win. That's spelled W-I-N! And every good player in a game and every good commander in a war…has to have some son of a bitch in him. If he doesn't, he isn't a good player or commander....It's as simple as that. No son of a bitch, no commander."

C.S. Lewis once said: “All your life an unattainable ecstasy has hovered just beyond the grasp of your consciousness… It was the scent of a flower you have not found, the echo of a tune you have not heard, news from a country you have never visited.” God is great.

Pants are in, fish are rockin.

GM aquaponics slowly coming together. Nothing better than doing real work.

Aquaponics season is among us. #offthegrid

Moving in the right direction as a county, and a state.

GM New Mexico just legalized psilocybin therapy for mental health treatment. Another state, another step forward.….

New Mexico Governor Signs Bill To Create Psilocybin Therapy Program, Legalizing Medical Use Of The Psychedelic - Marijuana Moment

I’m nervous….not for bitcoin, but for my family still relying on fiat as a means of safety. And my uncle Todd, dude just makes me nervous, after roundhousing a raccoon one late September evening.

Good afternoon everyone! Just potted up 5 fresh San Pedro cuttings, and they’re looking beautiful already. There’s something special about watching these sacred plants take root and begin their journey. Each one holds so much potential, and I’m grateful to have them growing strong under the sun. Can’t wait to see how they develop over the next few months. If you’re into cactus cultivation or just appreciate the process of growing your own medicine—stick around. More updates coming soon! Stay grounded and enjoy your day.

After a long thought out process of one trip to the store for eggs that cost over 20 bucks for 18 of them. I made a conscious decision to escape even more of the matrix. It’s cheaper to tend to your chickens than to buy eggs from the grocery store.

GM……you think bitcoin is the escape from reality…..try a double shot of espresso and zyn….something will be escaping and you’ll be in a different reality.

I’m building a aquaponics set up in my back yard. Anyone have a bitcoin miner they prefer for a set up on a 175 gal tank. Trying to use it to create more oxygen and energy for the fish and plants.