Between education and hope: the non existing hope
During our journey back to school, the coordinator gave us directions to his office. He told us he would call us to come and collect our reward.
That call never came.
Instead, the scholarship coordinators created a group and added all of us there. Days passed. No message. No update. Then suddenly, we heard new information: we would be moving to a different school, and there would be no reward anymore.
Still, we were happy. Life continued.
Later, they said they would take care of our tuition fees and that we would only need to sort out accommodation. At that point, I told myself I wasn’t going anywhere—but my parents insisted I should try.
Then another update came: they would pay for other departmental fees that were not part of tuition. We agreed again. Later, they said they would handle accommodation as well.
Hope was given. Then taken. Then given again.
Some students went back to their former schools. Some never showed up because they were already studying good courses in other states. Only a few of us decided to continue.
At some point, I completely gave up on going. My state coordinator stopped picking our calls. When he finally picked a parent’s call, he said the government would not assist us anymore.
That was it.
My dad bought me a new laptop in exchange for the scholarship school. I was excited and sad at the same time. What if that scholarship was my only opportunity? What if I had just lost my chance forever?
I prayed and asked God to choose the best option for me.
By Monday, my dad told me to prepare we were going to town. When we arrived, I completed my registration in less than 30 minutes. A registration that took me over one month in my former school.
I started classes that same day.
I fell in love with the school environment. I made new friends. But that was in second semester. I was scared at first because most of the students were very intelligent. But from where I was coming from, giving up was never an option.
This was how I began a new life in a new university.
I believe it was the right choice.
But is the hope still there?
The hope disappeared but I keep believing it’s on its way back.
Maybe someday.
But not now. 



