Thanks to libreoffice without you i can't done my project report.

There is nothing i can do anymore. Repeated problems makes killing the hope slowly now nothing left to moving me forward. Sometimes i want to ended up all this but commitments holding me. In the metamorphosis story written by franz kafka. In that story a character named groger samsa. He dreamed one day his loan and debt will end and enjoying the life how he wanted but sadly in the end... Thats how my life going didn't enjoyed from my childhood. always broken dreams. Everytime i changed my dreams because of my problems cant allow me to follow passions. I always look others and think will one day my life also normal as them? i didn't even think to become rich but normal life with peace. Finally everything broken my dreams and my passion. I don't think i can be a normal as used to be before all this happen. I thought i escaped from the darkness but i don't a permanent dark place waiting for me.

If I had to describe my life, it's like "a fish pulled out of water not killed, but also not put back." That's how it feels every single day, it's like I'm slowly dying.

Finally farewell is over

The feel we get when the same bad situation going to happen again.

I didnt expect but everything happened.

Now days life is like railway station, when i want to exit but it take one to another station.

Sometimes it feels am only one who enduring this.

yeah the day has nearly coming to end which takes 3 years.

2 years ago this date i made first achievement and waited for long to remember this today.

no one cant judge or give opinion about your life until they live it

The problem with some people is that they won't take action until it directly affects them or interests them. Until then, they might just seem like they're casually hanging around, not really bothered.

I don't know the same person as I used to be here after

I don’t know how many more days I can endure this pain.

If something doesn't feel right to us, but it works well for someone else, that doesn't make the thing right. Just because it suits someone else doesn't mean it's the right thing for us. In such cases, the matter loses its significance and becomes meaningless to us.

Even when we always treat others well, it hurts when they treat us badly in return. While it's true that we shouldn't expect good in return for our good deeds and should continue to treat others with kindness, it still feels unfair when others take advantage of our goodness and manipulate us in such situations.

feb is here

Even now, when I think about it, no matter when I look back, it feels like only we have problems. But sometimes, it feels like this is just how life is supposed to be. We can't change it, we just have to accept it and move on.

first month of 2025 is ended.