gn we need a moon one now
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npub1jwh8...qwwu
some people you just have to pray for, and thats it.
gm just remember i still love you. dont be mean.
does the #gm work
what if the placement is at the end gm
hi does gm placement matter
gm does placement matter?
nevermind it did it after i refreshed my page
i see someone hug a gm comment and no sun
gm time to see the sun rise
With everything I have witnessed over the years, I have come to the conclusion that one person's desires leaves another person empty.
There are so many scenarios that you could plug into that line. The real question is how to find that balance so both sides win.
Scotch POS has an ad on YT that is of them smashing POS monitors and such outside with baseball bats, just to reintroduce another POS monitor. The BTCPay sticker would have been a better ending.
save 60%, spend 40%
need a new motto for bitcoin
gm will now start every note
You are allowed to change your mind. ๐ #catstr #cats #quotes #catposting #caturday
Literally what i need in my life.
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Am I?
Am I what you expected?
From experience, once the other person experiences what they need to with me, they often get bored of me.
So stop putting people on a pedestal, because being dropped from that spot is heartbreaking once the novelty wears off.
I am boring after all the ideas. I can't maintain conversations more than a couple of sentences. I do nothing all day. I play online video games. I waste a lot of my time because I think this life is pointless.
I am mid. I am mid smart. I am mid looks. I am mid in hobbies. I am mid everything. Right down the line.
This is not self pitying. This is observation. I am not anything special once the rose colored glasses fall. I am an imaged escape for some. I am a bitch to others.
In truth, I walk into my room and I don't want to move. I want to stay in bed.
My spirit doesn't belong here. I want to be free. Free from all of this. It's so monotonous. Maybe, I am that so my life feels like that.
I am nothing special. I am here.
I have strived to be someone's first. I have strived to be someone's heart. I was always a settled for character in their storybook.
Maybe I am a narcissist. Maybe I am a person that was abused.
Maybe I am that person that was always told "I choose the other person".
I have been reflecting on that theme that is consistent in my life. I sit here alone. All this time, I am always the last picked on the bench.
Family. Friends. Lovers. Workers.
I think this is the theme I chose to learn from.
I could list a thousand stories where everyone literally told me to my face that they chose someone else instead. I am not being overdramatic. I am stating facts of my life.
So, I ask myself what is this lesson?
This cat is literally the first being to pick me.
Not settle with me because I am there. But literally ran across the parking lot when I came home. Even before I had offered any food.
I am ready to be with people that pick me. That understand me. That truly value me. And no matter how much you smile in my face, I can feel on your second bench. Because it is something I have witnessed all of my life.
I am ok. I don't need you to idolize anything about me in your imagination. I need you to talk to me to understand it is all nothing in the end. It is hyped up in your head.
Because there is something in you that needs to be found.
XO
are you happy?
i mean really happy?
when did derek get 100k followers
he is popular
GM #foodstr my homemade mcd's breakfast sandwiches are worth traveling to

