i do wonder what my powers would be at 100% if i wasn't being gaslit on the regular or if i wasn't being ignored i can only imagine the true strength of one's capabilities if they had felt fully supported. it is a waste. but i think society chose that. it diminishes a lot of people's potential. what a world it would be if we could elevate each other. instead of oppress. instead of keeping people in a certain mindset. rare for people to get out of that mindset, especially if you are driven to fight for a space that never wanted you to thrive in. imagine fighting for a spot in a world that would take it away from you if they need it or want it or simply want to. it's such an illusion. when you open your eyes, it is all manufactured to benefit a few. and then those who benefit from the scraps of a few choose violence to maintain their positions. anyways, whatever you want to call me, i know you aren't any better. xo good morning.

Your courage is quieter than you think. 🔆 #catstr #cats #quotes #catposting #caturday

Why is this a hot post? A random account...hmmm I think I know which one of you it is.

if i post Kim Seokjin will i get the hot posts finally? or am i still shadowbanned lol

I can't believe it is July already.

troomi phone for seniors

i put 10000 points on snood if you want to beat my score

i think you are thinking wrong here... there are a million senior citizens right now playing on their laptops, the only way they know how...waiting for ads to let them play another game of candy crush or solitaire or whatever game.... free nostr games for seniors

i may follow you, but you really follow me. :D

Maybe because the keyword should be debate.

i am signing off for a few hours, miss me plenty

listening to someone talk about how they keep your attention to your phone, algorithms. they are explaining first they will post this to get this reaction then that reaction then you will see a baby deer compilation then you will see an ad. this made me think maybe we dont need algorithms here but more focuses posting schedules. act like the algorithm. if all 300 of you posted a specific post on a specific time so we can build a "real algorithm" .... it would need some coordination and some planning on how you post, but it could fill up the feed with entertaining content that keeps newbies hooked. anyways, i needed to throw this thought away so i can go back to thinking about parties. also he is now talking about how he threw everything that was pink away from his closet. ha. just as i finished typing this post. hyper color. second grade. tshirts that would change color. hot pink. got called an insult. that social injury made them throw everything pink away. lesson: public enforcement of something without knowing you are actually enforcing something. ok, a lesson for whoever needed that today....

when you are too focused on one person, it diminishes your light. the jealousy kills you. when you walk through with light beaming out of you then that is when others will follow. it really is simple. stop focusing on them, and start focusing on making yourself just as important. not ego. but you deserve space as well. that is the problem with empaths or wounded egos. they don't find their own grounding, but instead look at others to be filled up. for years, i was often dismissed, because i wasn't me. now, i am me. so who are you and be that. period. when you catch yourself being upset at someone because you don't have it, then you are wasting your valuable energy on them. use it to build your aura. your energy field. complaining or mean muggin or being bitter is poisoning only you. if something is not in your life, or was not given to you, then that thing is not for you. simply put. your path is not that. when you deny yourself your path, you lose anyways. give yourself the opportunity to let something fail. better than staring at the other room wishing or being envious. maybe it ends up being the best decision you had ever made, because you stood up. and maybe it was the worst, but you have no regret. 1. dont live in others shadows 2. why not try it if you desire that path teachers are sexy.

all the nostr goddesses need to walk through events like nostr goddesses just sayin

lol i had a party dream and stopped at a beer shop. life is so funny. omg, man.

before i opened my laptop this morning, i was dreaming - literally - about a party. we booked a room again at this place, but when we booked this room because we added people or something, it was staged in their pink party room. it wasn't outside. the stage was lined in pink and i swear derek or someone who looks like him was at the dj booth sitting in the middle of the room. the room turned into a boat. i opened the windows because i was grateful it was an option to feel like it was outside. then we were driving by this dock and a lone suitcase was too close to the boat and just enough off the edge to be dragged off. i tried to save it, it was so heavy. i was debating whether i should take it and return it after our party or throw it. i tried to throw it because what if the person is upset they had lost their luggage. but when i threw it, it missed and the luggage started to sink. i read the name on the bag (i will refrain from this part because i dont need to see this name all day). then we ended up docking at a beer shop. which was my first day of work. i was talking to the worker and they had all these leftover party supplies and i asked if i could have some from my rescued cat. he said, "i will tell you this, since technically this is your first day of work, you are not allowed to have this stuff because it is theft. let me put this food on a separate receipt so it is for donation instead of on your receipt (apparently i was shopping and working at the same time). the room had all these beer tubes on the wall. people walked in and wanted those fun slushie alcoholic drinks you would get on the strip of vegas, but we were a beer shop. but to their delight we turned on our few machines that could satisfy their desire. then i woke up... but yeah, i want to go party at oktoberfest. lol

tbh i think you all are adorable, like baby cute, and i want to pinch your cheeks

You deserve softness, even on hard days. 🌸 #catstr #cats #quotes #catposting #caturday

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I have to give my baby antibiotics for her ears, and it amazes me how calm she is now after a week and half when I have to put her in my lap, tilt her head over, and squeeze liquid into her cutie ears. She was pretty good at it at the beginning, but she doesn't even try to wiggle out now. She lets me do what I need to do for her. Squeeee. I love her.