Does remind me of the first ‘intuition’ test I had come up, where it was to guess the object and colours etc. I was getting yellow and kinda crossed over triangles…the object was a mug with yellow birds on them with wings like the shape I’d been getting in my mind’s eye 💛 Was very hard this one

I’ll be more sociable when I’m feeling better someday soon

Getting ready for the new season of: Pope XIV (The Vatican Strikes Back) (What they’re ‘striking back’ against I don’t know, just had a ring to it)

Maybe I’ll ask someone else see how you feel about it seeing as all you can do for me is gaslight We cannot be connected enough

Maybe someone doesn’t like me posting some things publicly…I know you like to control things and not to let me in but want to pry into anything you feel. How about we play MY game? Even if you don’t want to let me in maybe you can receive something I’m thinking of. Please post

I think some people are overly concerned about making sure they are firmly grounded in ‘reality’, which I get of course. But it’s so hard in the world with so much manipulation, bias and different agendas anyway to really know the truth of things. I feel that instead of focusing so much in grounding yourself in ‘knowledge’ of the world (which of course I am not denying is vastly significant) maybe anchor yourself in morality too. I know that sometimes it’s tough to know the right thing to do without knowing the truths of the universe, but this is for the people who feel they need to have some kind of anchoring. Not dismissing the truth as insignificant but when we cannot obviously be sure to know ALL the truths of the universe and how it works, I think it’s naive to anchor ourselves in knowledge so much without something else I’m sure there is an inherent universal ‘truth’ that it’s not right to make others suffer. That’s something we should work on anchoring ourselves in first and foremost I feel and I keep trying to work on this every day And that might help people open their minds up to the possibility of things in this universe and perhaps outside of it which we cannot possibly know everything about right now

I’ve recently starting doing some intuition tests’ from people videos online and jeeeez when I started and was focused I was getting like 75-80% correct! I think there are 3 ways people go about it…you either make a random guess, use logic/deduction or try to tap into intuition I think it also depends on the connection you have to what it is you’re trying to feel intuitively…I definitely need to try to somehow work a lot on this. But this really cool thing happened the other day…so the last intuitive test I did was guess the number 1-100 (so a lot) I was immediately getting 72 or 27. Turned out to be 27! Which was cool. Then getting ready for bed, I accidentally dropped my key under the bed and picked it up to clean it (need to Hoover under there again) and thought for some reason to look at the key as there was I felt, something significant about it I suddenly needed to look it. On one side nothing much, then on the other side I saw the first numbers of a code cut into the key were 27…and the last were 72 🙃 I just thought wow what a synchronicity The interesting thing is before I got my new key I’d really been struggling to lock the door and had been trying for a long time to do it and almost crying in frustration. Then about 3 separate times I’d just asked the universe for help. Immediately each time I kid you not, the lock just immediately locked easily as though I’d not been trying for like 10 minutes! Just was interesting…. Almost as if something out there on the universe was reminding me that they are there 🖤🙏 thank you

Here are some reasons why I feel the ‘metaphysical’/‘psychic’ kind of experiences I’ve had must be real. Because they can essentially be verified… 1. When I had an uneasy feeling and felt that people would need to be separated physically just before the covid pandemic 2. Overwhelming feeling of presence of an animal in the house and hour before it happened. This meant that I stayed in my room out of the way before an unknown to me person entered the house with a dog. No logical way I could have known, verified by 3 other people and cctv 3. When I dreamt about the Madeira flower festival exactly one year to the day I had a bit of an emotional meltdown about the path my life was taking after returning from Madeira. Hadn’t really been thinking about it and had no idea what the route was etc…had to Google to verify 4.When I had weird image flash in my minds eye of my pillow covered in blood…I saw strange shadows on the pillow, went over to check and it was fine. Then a couple moments later my hand was covered in blood! Had somehow cut my thumb sat in bed (?) friend checked the cut was real 5. When I dreamt the words out of nowhere ‘Edward Hopper institute’ and a body of water between tall buildings. Had to Google it all, found out Edward Hopper is artist with work at Art Institute of Chicago close to water…and someone posted this pic I had not seen on the same day

Does it mean that I’m not permitted to have ‘substitutes’ but you’re permitted to do whatever tf you want..?? 🙃🙃🙃

A do need (I mean want) a physical substitute in the real life world please… Not sure if in a metaphysical sense I’ll be ready for any afterlife ‘ascension’ in this one unfortunately, sorry universe… might need another reincarnation But I’m trying xox 🤞🤞🤞

Why have people got to be crazy??? Ps it’s not me really

Maybe because I was looking up E coli from my takeaway jacket potato and salad last night? But I think it was just period pains

I’ve heard similar but different stories to mine and I don’t think we’re all crazy… I think it could be threefold: Partly in our heads Partly being played with And partly real

I’m sure if I even would engage in much more of a level of depravity in any way, then he would decide instead he would rather get a kick out of involvement with someone ‘purer’ who doesn’t

If anything else is such a desperate depraved ‘need’ then you don’t fucking need me then do you? I WANT someone who does But I do not need them. Guess I’m stronger than your weakness and lack of self control and want/need to control

Wonder what you’d end up preferring to live without? Because I’m sure some think they made the wrong choice previously

I think men should learn the difference between want and need. I want a lot but can live without. Maybe if you had less you’ll realise What was it supposed to mean anyway???

It better be because of an Instagram filter issued.