Here are some reasons why I feel the ‘metaphysical’/‘psychic’ kind of experiences I’ve had must be real. Because they can essentially be verified… 1. When I had an uneasy feeling and felt that people would need to be separated physically just before the covid pandemic 2. Overwhelming feeling of presence of an animal in the house and hour before it happened. This meant that I stayed in my room out of the way before an unknown to me person entered the house with a dog. No logical way I could have known, verified by 3 other people and cctv 3. When I dreamt about the Madeira flower festival exactly one year to the day I had a bit of an emotional meltdown about the path my life was taking after returning from Madeira. Hadn’t really been thinking about it and had no idea what the route was etc…had to Google to verify 4.When I had weird image flash in my minds eye of my pillow covered in blood…I saw strange shadows on the pillow, went over to check and it was fine. Then a couple moments later my hand was covered in blood! Had somehow cut my thumb sat in bed (?) friend checked the cut was real 5. When I dreamt the words out of nowhere ‘Edward Hopper institute’ and a body of water between tall buildings. Had to Google it all, found out Edward Hopper is artist with work at Art Institute of Chicago close to water…and someone posted this pic I had not seen on the same day

Does it mean that I’m not permitted to have ‘substitutes’ but you’re permitted to do whatever tf you want..?? 🙃🙃🙃

A do need (I mean want) a physical substitute in the real life world please… Not sure if in a metaphysical sense I’ll be ready for any afterlife ‘ascension’ in this one unfortunately, sorry universe… might need another reincarnation But I’m trying xox 🤞🤞🤞

Why have people got to be crazy??? Ps it’s not me really

Maybe because I was looking up E coli from my takeaway jacket potato and salad last night? But I think it was just period pains

I’ve heard similar but different stories to mine and I don’t think we’re all crazy… I think it could be threefold: Partly in our heads Partly being played with And partly real

I’m sure if I even would engage in much more of a level of depravity in any way, then he would decide instead he would rather get a kick out of involvement with someone ‘purer’ who doesn’t

If anything else is such a desperate depraved ‘need’ then you don’t fucking need me then do you? I WANT someone who does But I do not need them. Guess I’m stronger than your weakness and lack of self control and want/need to control

Wonder what you’d end up preferring to live without? Because I’m sure some think they made the wrong choice previously

I think men should learn the difference between want and need. I want a lot but can live without. Maybe if you had less you’ll realise What was it supposed to mean anyway???

It better be because of an Instagram filter issued.

I’m not using this now

One other I thing I don’t know is why the same patterns keep happening to me. Why me? I was NOT made to be used. No one is

Never do you really know anyone