Don’t know if I’m supposed to ‘wait and attract’ anything good in my life or actually make an effort to do it? Cos always having contradictory signs
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Busy ensuring my mum is safe and well and everyone in my life then I can be busy on my creative things 🙏✨
I’m a bit busy right now. If someone wants to ensure all that I want I have then I won’t need to be so much View quoted note →
Appreciate so much the positive comments for my hair look 🖤🤍 wondering if I should shave my eyebrows too…? Going to try my other styles tooo have felt recently like being much more creative 
Well I really would like to be liked. I really would love to be loved
I wonder what you mean
Just to say though for those who cared in terms of hearing back from my mum missing for ten years, I believe the email given might be fake, seems random and includes the term ‘caek’ which means lie. I really fucking hope she is okay. Always check beyond the surface but anyway, idk what direction to go in at the moment but just as I said in previous post..
Sometimes ‘darkness’ is needed in life but if it becomes so much and eclipses everything else, you’ll never see clearly to move forward
Having some time off from posting to focus on my music, because I think it’s a real fucking good thing to focus on
If anything did happen to me, I hope he’d never feel satisfied or alive or loved again for as long as he lives
Not going to acknowledge any more
Maybe I should be the worst version of myself, see if you’d like that? I bet some would but of course would be wrong for ME
It’s not about that is it…people whoever they are usually have a choice. They choose to do whatever they do, I don’t force that choice upon them
Have it then whatever the fuck it is, see if it fulfils and satisfies every inch of your soul and being. Can’t imagine it does
Get a grip on reality. maybe I can bury everything and everyone in my head then who picks and chooses their morality how it pleases them
Like my ex? Lol
Urgh
I’m really not sure if all the things I wanted most in life are applicable now
I should only inspire anything uplifting
Didn’t mean to inspire something…but this spooky season is a bit much 