Didn’t mean to inspire something…but this spooky season is a bit much

Didn’t go to the level of screenshooting calm down
He’s probably trying to fuck with my head even more now because I bookmarked a pic of my ex
I’m feeling quite okay in myself by the way. Only way I would not be okay is if someone else is not feeling okay about me, but I don’t see any reason or how that could be
No one is immortal or completely untouchable surely…I feel self control is the best discipline to prevent complacency to your own vulnerabilities, therefore creating your strength
Really wish the world could fuck around and find that out
I feel any level of depravity should only be between completely consenting adults. Surely the highest level of ‘control’ is self control… I’m sure that’s how humanity is supposed to evolve
Just as well Diddy never invited me to a “freak off” seeing as I get too tipsy now off a few glasses of red wine
I feel I’m a lot less naive now…there’s some freaky deeky strange things going on in the world, but as much as I’d like my life to continue being super interesting I’m always going to stay in some way with good intentions
Remember..?

But you looked for me didn’t you…?
Not sure why I always have to be involved with sociopaths
Oh maybe I’ll have to suck someone else’s dick another day
Now to go suck my ex’s dick jk
My life feels like a parody of a life
Arghhhhh
I’m done. I have no idea what meaning I’m supposed to have in this life, but this life I have is mine I I need something for me. My story. My love. My sanity. My hope. That was never mine. Checking out some time and taking a step back from social media
I’ve realised he actually named the shit he made after the crazy crackhead woman. So know you all know something, maybe you did maybe didnt, I’m past caring now. I’ve used that to vent for years but it all feels another level of insane now. That’s the love of his life! Another knife in my throat.
That crap isn’t real. He’s desperately needing some ‘truth’ in the world?? He’s now lost what was actually real
Maybe British people don’t need guns cos we’ve developed more severe banter levels