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When you look around and all you see is darkness - perhaps you are the light.
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vincenzzo 3 months ago
It occurred to me (in the normal visions and insights I receive that seem as though they are "my thoughts") that my 'inner child' is another entity and perhaps that trauma is a method by which beings are created. How was the universe created? One being 'breaking off' or separating off from another perhaps under some duress. Is trauma creating new beings all the way down in some sort of hierarchy (this would align with Greek understanding of The Gods) ? Perhaps trauma is a part of life that guides us to change and development. "Catalyst" if you will. The universe itself was going through a catalytic change perhaps when it was created. #nostrthoughts #deepthoughts #spiritual #reiki #asknostr#zaps #zapathon
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vincenzzo 3 months ago
If you funded a healing based organisation (like a Reiki practitioner school) with a Bitcoin Reserve you could perpetually fund healing for many many years - perhaps decades (more?) of low cost training and treatments for the every day pleb. #bitcoin #healing #reiki #healingarts #depression
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vincenzzo 3 months ago
Is it healing for me to heal others? When I give Reiki to my friends the traumatized part of me seems to be contented or satiated. It seems to me that it was this act of delivering healing that also heals me. #healing #reiki #trauma #adhd #depression #health #healthstr
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vincenzzo 3 months ago
Working In random Cafes has its perks #perstr #doggo #pets #doge #plebchain image
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vincenzzo 4 months ago
that face! image #petstr #doge #doggo #pets #puppy
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vincenzzo 6 months ago
Is anyone uploading lonform VIDEO content to Nostr and having it run smoothly? #nostrbuild #asknostr
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vincenzzo 7 months ago
Thai style latte on a rainy afternoon ๐Ÿ‡น๐Ÿ‡ญ #Coffee #coffeestr #plebchain #coffeechain #nostr #introductions #thailand #thai #siam image
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vincenzzo 7 months ago
#bitcoin lifestyle is pretty sweet tbh image #coffee #coffeestr #plebchain #coffeechain
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vincenzzo 9 months ago
0.2 grams of psilocybin micro dose a long swim at the beach, a conversation with my disconnected inner child/psyche and some drawing where I feel very calm and relaxed, whole, integrated. My insight today is that the inner child when more fully understood is the inner parts of our psyche which were paused in their development by trauma. Often our trauma happens when we are young and hence we call it an inner child because it stops developing and being integrated into the whole when traumatized. Hence it has childlike qualities becauase it never progressed and grew from there. Its hard to explain. With this insight I then started to help him progress. Hes very inquisitive. Lots of questions so I just explain whatever he asks and try to tech to him the other parts of the psyche and about what they do. The ones more inhabited by the the adult version of ourselves. I treat him like my child cos he is in a sense. Im hia mentor. A positive, guiding hand that a young man needs and perhaps was depriived from him in real time. Slowly im bringing him into the whole. Merging the disconnected parts of my psyche. For some reason I think 18 more days of this is necessary. The universe speaks and I try to listen. We are never truly alone - even nobody else is around. #art #artstr #microdose #psychedelics #healing #arthritis #helthstr #mentalhealth The art below is unrelated in some ways but my inner child enjoys drawing and colours and the smoothe feel of a felt tip pen on fresh paper. This is the Sandskrit word for discipline. image
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vincenzzo 9 months ago
Another 0.25 gm Psilocybin Micro Dose this morning and an ocean swim and beach walk for about an hour. There is a lot of anger that is coming up from my youth 35 years ago. Time to heal. Tomorrow I do another largish micro dose and tackle it. It all feels very cathartic and healing to release all of this stuff. Its been a long time but I'm finally able to release it. I'd also like the thank Lord Ganesha for helping me through removing all this pain. He is sometimes known as 'the remover of obstacles' so that is all making a lot of sense. Onward. FYI, each month there is Vinayaka Chaturthi which you can also use to ask for guidance and help releasing whatever you might be holding onto. The psilocybin acts in combination with Lord Ganesha. They are both helping me move on and heal. Vinayaka Chaturthi timing here: https://www.moneycontrol.com/religion/vinayaka-chaturthi-in-march-2025-date-time-rituals-and-significance-article-12953138.html #microdose #psilocybin #psychedelictherapy
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vincenzzo 9 months ago
0.4 gram micro dose and some drawing and doodling. I wasnt concerned abouy the result but more the feeling and expression involved. The feeling of the pen. What happens if I hold it tighter? What happens with these colours? What happens if I do this with the pen. Just creating and exploring and expressing like a child might. This is the Sanskrit word Vinaya meaning something like discipline. #art #artstr #create #psychedelics #micro dose image
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vincenzzo 10 months ago
GM and GFY ๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿ™ #nostr #plebchain #gm #coffeestr #coffee
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