Let it all go down , let all goals burn down , fail ! How many lifetimes we( mind) have had ? How many relationships, objectives, children , parents, siblings , desires, name , fame , experiences ? All got over, died , departed, finished .

Its painful when we have relationship and when we don't. We want some perfect situation and keep running towards it like a ghost from one life to another. Relationship itself might be painful as two separate persons( mind) collide

Mind thinks its over n all is so worthless . It doesn't want to live anymore to remove /avoid that cloud of pain/depression/hopelessness . Mind makes the objective n wants to die if it fails . It is like trump sponsoring gaza genocide n wanting nobel prize for ending it. Mind is the cause of all sufferings n excitements. N it wants these constantly n no boredom suffering. Mechanism of mind is robotic 🤖

Solace , permanent solace is found only in God/self realization. Even thought of God is peace giving . That feeling of absolute/God/self is always here and is whole . Our minds want somethings in world to give that permanent peace . We mistake excitement/pleasure probably for happiness n that's not permanent . Joy is in realization of truth.

As a person its v painful to realize u r alone as a person probably wants to be together . Is being together called love ?

I have to accept i am alone in the journey.

Nothing is not for nothing in my opinion . Everything matters . Do good . Don't sell your soul. Whatever you do , my mom says , you do it to your own self ( good or bad ) ! No good will also go waste . It'll elevate you . Nothing goes waste.

Unless I am equanimous about stuff, good and bad will keep happening to keep my identity alive. My identity is all about my interest .

Who is watching thoughts, feelings , emotions , the presence, the feeling of being? That's what we are

You all are part of my mind ✨️ whatever I see is part of my mind

Nobel peace prize isn't so noble

Memory keeps the person intact

Mind can't add on or subtract the feeling of existence. And even feeling of existence is watched 👀

So mind follows logic . There are general rules n laws like law if gravity , karma , action reaction etc . Mind's world 🌎 Its all watchable by me the awareness . Understanding is optional . Getting lost in Mind's world is the habit but neo s of the world say its separable. It is separable but it actually is so constantly separable that it becomes insignificant like bubble. And truth of one self ( own self) is realized .

Until source of knowing is known , all other knowledge is ignorance

You can't build your home on cremation ground .

Opposite of love isn't hate . Its selfishness.

Hahaha hahaha hahaha.... its a mad world