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i just found out one of my friend's best friends killed himself recently. i had only met him once before, and to be honest i didnt think too highly of him but it came as a shock to me. you never know what people are going through. #sad #grief

this is what i worked on today for my personal project. this is a satellite image that i requested from mapbox and I used YOLOv11 to detect cars. I downloaded many different images of varying zoom levels from 17.0 - 19.0 binned by 0.5. I determined that 17.5 was the lowest I could go while still classifying successfully. #proofofwork #devstr

another #gym day today. expect proof of work in a few hours. before that, im gonna work on a personal project. im really excited about it, if it works it is going to be extremely useful for me

chosen. this is the start of a long journey persisting through trials and succeeding, reaching my goals. i chose myself today, and i can do the same tomorrow. #proofofwork #motivation #pow nostr:note17kfsux4xcpzmhjua37rfqn9eu9kw5mc3x2x8v5sm25rasl2pvvxsucr020

i will choose myself today. on my way to the gym #motivation #inspiration nostr:note1pntaqclwgj5chscv2hexyz4k75v4dawz4whvqc62463lgn7ey6psgc0xt0

i dont feel sick today so i WILL be going to the gym this evening. proof of work immenent #gym #motivation

tomorrow i will do my morning stretches. ive become lethargic recently. i will stretch tomorrow and tell you the stretches. i think im getting sick. i should have went to the gym today, but i thought i shouldnt go if im getting sick. thinking about that now, that was weakness. yes, if i AM sick that is a different story. if you exercise while sick you risk exposing your literal heart to it and it could be death. unlikely, but the risk is way higher when sick and physically strained. but if im unsure whether i am sick still, just fucking go. you will see me stretch tomorrow and also exercise, most likely in the evening. i believe in myself, and exercising is aligned with who i want to be. therefore i will go to the gym tomorrow, as long as i am not sick.

"the universe whispers until it screams, and the happy listen when the call is quiet" - brianna weist #quotes #hope #hopecore #inspiration

im at a moment in my life where ive felt so stuck for so long, it feels like every fiber in my being is moving me toward a cataclysmic change

""" The most important words a man can say are, "I will do better." These are not the most important words any man can say. I am a man, and they are what I needed to say. The ancient code of the Knights Radiant says “journey before destination.” Some may call it a simple platitude, but it is far more. A journey will have pain and failure. It is not only the steps forward that we must accept. It is the stumbles. The trials. The knowledge that we will fail. That we will hurt those around us. But if we stop, if we accept the person we are when we fall, the journey ends. That failure becomes our destination. To love the journey is to accept no such end. I have found, through painful experience, that the most important step a person can take is always the next one. """ - Dalinar Kholin from Oathbringer, by Brandon Sanderson #quotes #fiction