nobody

challenge of how fast can i write on my knees compared to a wave where where is the perfect place with enough time to write in time with a wave strong enough to reach & wash away immediately no prying eyes

my beach where i write the only actual letters for the ocean to carry home

term of platonic middle as to be without weight as to be easy as to be effortless: beach

someone to love means making someone a forever possible hostage

people make up terms of endearment to weaponize them later

terms of service: ❌ terms of endearment: 🫥 serving earth, thanks

there was never going to be a coalition of the willing. there was never going to be one.

finally. some fucking silence actually. cheers.

what is worse than a mormon? a buddhist american

who would go to school to be a doctor?

i mandala most things dont backup phones reset them lose voice memos lose notes

for how long

850 days ago 6.4.2011 "sense of gloom, working on it commit[ed] to resolving it for is it not the entity of human on earth, the entity of angel"

552 days ago 29.01.2012 dreamed about alot of wind at the base of [redacted] meeting [redacted] rd. keep repeating: "it's a blessing to lose everything once in your life." the wind. sunset in the west reflecting the clouds. fighter jets- 3 groups in formation. think it is the galactic federation. it is not. flying north - 3 groups of 30

also undated, also before i came back here *please dont give yourself an appetite you didnt come to earth with*