Leave me alone you dumb fucking virgo bitch!!

I dont give a shit about what you think you have the rights to i dont need to experience my teenage years again!! I think youre dead stupid.. like seriously daft as fuck.. So fucking dumb that i question how your brain even knows that its supposed to breathe. I guess having an ass lets you survive.

Bitte hör doch endlich auf damit! Es interessiert mich nicht wer dein Vater gewesen ist. Hör endlich auf mich mit diesem vergangenheitscheissdreck zu belästigen. Hör endlich auf damit!!!

I talked about social pyramid systems today.. Looks to me like the maharajah got dethroned by a maggot.. Not the green one from alice in wonderland but by the hubba hubba starwars one. 🤮

I didnt know what it was about. Im sure shes much more fun than me. 😊 Ill visit you sometimes!

My sitter babies got a new sitter.. I heard them last week wanting to be dropped off.

She even bought the new girl another old version of the same shit waterpump no one uses anymore. I cant redo 2019 all the time. Believe what you want.. i know what shes after…

Im so uncomfortable with these constant questions.. they’re so private and that how she stole him from me in the first place.. Constantly wanting to know why something about this person is ‘that’ way Thats how she got to him, its not like it was her that figured him out.. and i didnt do it consensual. So whatever you’re trying to convince me of.. you’re still a rapist!

I feel so sad for her.. her delusion on what im interested in and who ruined my life and took years of it. That hasnt changed!

Her age shines through on my face now.. thats the sad part.

I am bored by these characters and also but the fact that she lied and said she wouldn’t date him. Its been over 6 years now.. idk how you can even sleep at night after this shit.

Like the topic of thinking for yourself.

I guess they havent realised that no one but themselves sees them in need of an assistance meaning no one gets why they should take boring shit off their hands.

When I say I dont know how to surf I believe that I say something thats true.

I still remember where i stood in this stupid restaurant when you told me about this shit of positive thinking and i knew you tried to trick me into believing it wasnt about a pregnancy test! You’re a fucking psycho! Creation through fear and heartbreak not love and trust! You know what the only thing that I wanted to do at this time was sleeping without seeing disgusting images of abuse and having an appetite again. That was in 2020.

Look, you can never fix this or correct anymore bc you choose the wrong starting point and even if the whole shit would get erased the energy of the matter created doesnt disappear and through that some brainwaves will always pick up on ‘ disolved or deleted’ frequencies for different choices of reality… So, no im extremely insulted by even having had to live the last 6 years with this insistence of me having to lie about that id be happy about this bitch getting my life bc she won it.. male of female doesnt matter bitch is bitch!! I still petition that theres a legal way of self chosen dying for any human being that wants to leave their useless path in this shit school of life! I was forced to think positively 5,5 years ago about some whore being pregnant that i hadnt even met yet and who wasn’t pregnant until last year. I told you back then however you manipulate my mind into thinking its happy your a sick fucking waste of life!

Sarcastically.. oh my gosh spirals. 🤡

ARE YOU STILL AT FUCKING EVERYTHING HAPPENS AT THE SAME TIME LIKE THE INDIAN DEITIES WHERE CREATION HAPPENS THROUGH MOVEMENT WHILE THEYRE STILL IN TIME? I MEAN SERIOUSLY THERES NO SOLUTION FOR THESE TOUGHTLESS OUTCOMES.. THEYRE SELF LOOPING AND SUFFOCATING ITS THE SAME PPL IN DIFF BODYS DIFF NAMES SAME BULLSHIT DIFF DAY!

But since some rich powerful person has turned her into some sort of ‘special’ person im not surprised that i already got fucked over as a teenager for speaking my mind about things that sounded stupid to me that she said.. Thats what I mean I can see me speaking my mind and opinions having been ‘punished’ or having to had to learn a lesson or some shit from later years already in my childhood before it even happend.. Meaning whoever makes up how reality works/times functions a fucking sadist.. theres no way humanly possible for me to have fought this learning curve of the fucking societal kast system and who is lead bitch bc of ass and dick sucking willingness from the day I was born.. i think live is too stupid to exist.. None of this makes sense.. making life senseless and a twisted fucked up pile of shit.. its like fkn sisyphus. Whatevrr the fuck cause and effect.. Bitch if I ever have to do this shit again ill kill myself at birth you dumb religious cowwhore!

But since some rich powerful person has turned her into some sort of ‘special’ person im not surprised that i already got fucked over as a teenager for speaking my mind about things that sounded stupid to me that she said.. Thats what I mean I can see me speaking my mind and opinions having been ‘punished’ or having to had to learn a lesson or some shit from later years already in my childhood before it even happend.. Meaning whoever makes up how reality works/times functions a fucking sadist.. theres no way humanly possible for me to have fought this learning curve of the fucking societal kast system and who is lead bitch bc of ass and dick sucking willingness from the day I was born.. i think live is too stupid to exist.. None of this makes sense.. making life senseless and a twisted fucked up pile of shit.. its like fkn sisyphus. Whatevrr the fuck cause and effect.. Bitch if I ever have to do this shit again ill kill myself at birth you dumb religious cowwhore!