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Revelations 2:9
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There is a baby ⚡atzilla on the way.
My heart is exploding.
Let me explain.
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Years ago, I created a winter squash variety & named it Satzilla.
A combination of selective breeding between Jarrahdale, Pennsylvania Pie, Cinderella & Mini Jacks led to an orange & aquablue striped variety that is not only able to produce about 400 lbs of perfect texture & savory sweet food per seed - but also had a consistent germination rate over 98%.
Satzilla can sit in direct 16+ hours of sun & hot bed of concrete >200°f ...& survive to still produce fruit. It can seemingly "die" from drought & be brought back to life.
The inner seeds grow in a ribbed row pod for easy cleaning & seed harvesting with no mess.
There are blossoms all the way into November, even surviving to feed the pollinators after the first frost.
The bees come for breakfast every day.
It's beyond beautiful.
In 2023, I had to leave my home & ecosystem, trying to escape grotesque interpersonal violations, stalking & other intrusions to my life that were (are) unwelcome & not consentual.
Leaving in such a hurry, under duress, I forgot my seeds in the kitchen.
The following years, I mourned the loss of years of work.
It is debilitating to do things as best you can, just for pathological predatory individuals to rob you of your time, life, work & more.
It is soul crushing, but God always steps in.
It is not a lack of personal responsibility or faith in God to be upset about what evil people do. It is a healthy awareness of how God will always course correct for positive impact, but people mess it up.
We are all neurons in God's nervous system. Broken Human neurons are the specie's neurodegeneration & exist breaking neurons pathologically.
All anyone can do is pray, extend grace, provide opportunities for course correction, & keep moving forward. ✨🚣🏻♀️
My neighbor at the time, a friend & loved one, held onto some of the seed stock I shared in 2022. I developed giant 5-6+ ft marigolds, ancient Hopi beans that tripled in size over many seasons, & 20+ ft sunflowers with 12+ in. heads that when a head was cut - another sprouted, & miniature watermelons that produced abundantly & tasted like candy. Perfectly grown serving sizes. They were so cute!
Space seed development (with no money or lab) required natural processes to facilitate compact size, extreme heat & drought tolerance , & be nutritionally & otherwise sufficiently multipass.
I will need to start all over again with everything...
Except ⚡atzilla 😍‼️
Three years after sharing my seeds with loved ones, they found their way back to me. Of my original private stock, only Satzilla & Hopi beans remained.
I planted them.
They sprouted.
The beans are struggling, but Satzilla is taking over the only garden bed I have right now! It produces squash blossoms PROLIFICALLY. Multiple flowers, daily, on each stem!
Of the six Satzilla seeds planted a few weeks ago, 4 sprouted & 1 survived.
This survivor is now bearing fruit.
Gratitude does not begin to cover this blessing.
It is not just about the labor, work, & time put in to developing this seed. I was beyond extatic to see it grow. I was grateful to have seen it blossom one more time. Now??? Oh man. It is just a lot. A lot.
There's a song from a Christian band that talks about how undeserving we are of devine grace. This is what this feels like. I am so fucking insufficient, there's not enough gratitude to say a thank you big enough for this blessing. There just isn't. God is good. Always. ✨🧡
Work, years, labor is not what means so much. It's more than that.
Satzilla fed my sons & I, our neighbors, the chickens, & the birds for so many years. There were years we all subsisted on backyard eggs, greens & Satzilla. God brought it back. Seed from this one will feed everyone one day. Soon, I pray ✨
My heart is exploding.
There's a baby Satzilla on the way.
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